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destroyed 2) not to be found; missing 3) no longer held, seen heard 4) not gained or won 5) having wandered astray 6) wasted</div> <bR> <bR> <DIV ALIGN="LEFT"></DIV> <div> <B><U>UPDATES ADDED:</U></b></div> <div> <A HREF="id4.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="LaTeSt"><U>LaTeSt</U></A></div> <bR> <div> <IMG SRC="03180e00.jpg" border=0 width="640" height="480" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></div> <div> Artwork by:</div> <div> <A HREF="mailto:stephlee9999@aol.com" TARGET="_top" TITLE="mailto:stephlee9999@aol.com"><U>Stephanie Lee</U></A></div> <div> (in dedication to <A HREF="http://www.swift-band.com" TARGET="_top" TITLE="http://www.swift-band.com"><U>Swift</U></A>- A band with some of the deepest, and best lyrics, and most talented musicians ever!!!!)</div> <bR> <div> "and i trust you more than the sunrise, and life and death and i love you the same" "Nurse" - Swift</div> <bR> <div> <B>"It's so painful to be next to someone you feel strongly about and know you can't say the things you want to." </b></div> <div> <B>-anonymous-</b></div> <bR> <div> <I><B>"and ever so often, when my feet </b></I></div> <div> <I><B>stop long enough to let my eyes </b></I></div> <div> <I><B>see, i realize, that this is</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>forever, and we're forever."</b></I></div> <div> <I><B>"THREE FOOLS IN THE ARCHIVES - Swift</b></I></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <I>**Here's a poem that seems to definitly have relation to my life, and probably everyone i know... it's seems so true, and i thought i would put it here... It shows Gary's great writing ability, and how great he is with his words. I hope i did the translation right, and I just wanted to add this, to show why Swift is such a great band, and Gary's lyrics are so emotional, and real. There is no song, or writing I've read by Gary that I can't relate to in some part of my past, and I still get chills everytime i hear their songs(which is everyday!!!)</I></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <I>“Can I let love pass”</I></div> <div> <I>Gary Forsyth</I></div> <div> Can I let love pass or am I a coward for questioning my actions to begin with I see you as so much already I must be a glutton to want more, you're such a prize to me your friendship is like a lifeline yet I see a hint of something more when you look at me, can I let love pass, am I not a friend for wanting more? Am I foolish for considering the fact that I love you as a friend first and second as something more, you're a source of laughter in a peak of happiness for me and i… I don't know why I trust you more then the sunrise and life and death and I love you the same, can I let love pass, can I let you pass rather. I feel I sit here and thank god for what I have, I truly don't know, I can't decide. How can I pick between what is and what could or could not be, if you were my last thought of it all I would choose the risk, I long for a sense of  assurence one way or another, I can't rest my head at night wondering if you see my face when you close your eyes.  I can't walk another step without knowing that at the most random time I bring a smile to your face, see I think of you always, never letting go of the fact that while we are best friends you don't share this with me, or do you, I may never know not of all these that's the most crushing blo<I>w</I><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#FF0000" FACE="Verdana" ><I>.</I></FONT></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <I><B><U>IMPORTANT LINKS:</U></b></I></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="http://www.mis-one.com" TARGET="_top" TITLE="http://www.mis-one.com"><U><B>MIS-ONE.Com</b></U></A><B>  </b></div> <div> <B>(You hear it first!!!</b></div> <div> <B>your source for the straight up dopest shit...)</b></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="http://www.ncmusic.com" TARGET="_top" TITLE="http://www.ncmusic.com"><U><B>NCMUSIC.COM</b></U></A></div> <div> <B>(the place to find up to the minute info on the NC music scene)</b></div> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <bR> <div> website designed by: </div> <div> <A HREF="mailto:scott3140@aol.com" TARGET="_top" TITLE="mailto:scott3140@aol.com"><U>Scott Burton</U></A></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="mailto:scott3140@aol.com" TARGET="_top" TITLE="mailto:scott3140@aol.com"><U><IMG SRC="00c323f0.jpg" border=0 width="50" height="63" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></U></A></div> <bR> <bR> </td> </tr></table></body>